DJ Hutchins

I’m DJ (crash blossom).
A part-time feral first responder, full-time chaotic playlist creator.
Dog mom, country music addict, dramatic soft girl with a stethoscope.
Find me covered in glitter or dog hair (but probably both).

affirmations & chaos

🧷 you’re not too much. you’re just enough.
🐚 softness is not a weakness, it’s your armor.
🥄 it’s okay if your spoons are in the dishwasher.
🫠 you made it this far. that’s not nothing.
💗 someone out there still remembers the way you made them feel.
🧃 hydrate or you’ll turn into beef jerky.
💌 you’re someone’s favorite notification.
🌪️ if today feels like a tornado, just hold on to the lamp post.
🧠 the brain is lying again. you are loveable.
🌻 if you’re reading this, it’s okay to stay.

about me, kinda

I’m DJ (crash blossom).
Feral first responder. Drama queen with a stethoscope.
Playlist hoarder. Dog mom. Soft-core doomsday prepper.
Built from caffeine, glitter, and stubborn hope.I came to the desert to work, to give, to grieve, to heal.
I thought I’d leave all glued back together.
But I ended up getting cracked open instead —
and maybe that’s not such a bad thing.I carry my emotions in my chest like a second heart. i've been told i have big feelings. the only problem there is that it always leads to big pain, big hurt, big suffering.
But I keep showing up anyway. For strangers. For friends, old and new. For the girl I used to be.If we met out here — you saw me in a rare kind of light. i felt like a new person and i'll go home with a new outlook
Thanks for that. you were part of it.I’m still figuring out what comes next.
But I’m glad you’re here. follow along if you'd like.

who are those dogs?

that’s sadie & millie — the real loves of my life.
they’re everything good in me, just with more fur and fewer existential crises.sadie sue — 7lbs of merle pomeranian-chihuahua chaos.
she has one blue eye, one brown, and all the attitude.
tiny but loud. your emotional support goblin.millie mae — 100lb flat-coated retriever with noodle legs.
she's affectionate, clumsy, scared of cardboard boxes, and full of love.
basically a weighted blanket with separation anxiety.

more me

hi again, still me.
here’s some extra bits of who i am —
beyond the dog hair, beyond the stethoscope.i’m a certified medical professional with a sticker addiction.
i line dance for mental health.
i believe in emotional first aid, snack-based survival,
and hugging people like you mean it.i overshare. i overfeel. i overthink.
but i also overlove, and honestly? that’s the best part.if you found this page — maybe you’re part of the story too.welcome to the soft apocalypse, crash blossom.